November 2011
16 posts
The past couple of days, I feel like EVERYONE is getting on my nerves with EVERYTHING, except Stian. I’ve been contemplating deleting SO MANY PEOPLE from my life, it’s ridiculous. I just want everyone to go away for awhile.
Nov 17th
fghsdfkjdhnsklfhgk what are you doing?! why would you do that?! you’re never going to get a job and you are NOT going to waste through all your money and then try and live with us. FUCK THAT.
Nov 14th
I have the worst headache. This is the 3rd day in a row where I’ve gotten a really sudden headache that is resistant to medicine. I can’t even eat anything. Everytime I chew, the pain gets worse :(
Nov 14th
Some of my distant family really drives me nuts. For instance, I have one snobby, rich second cousin. She constantly says AWFUL things to me, to piss me off on purpose. It’s not worth getting angry at her, but the comments she makes are so horrible. One time, she said she knew my grandmother was an awful woman after meeting her for just an hour. Who the fuck are you to say ANYTHING about...
Nov 13th
Stian came inside just now from having a cigarette and then WHOOSH! The scent of weed filled the living room. Apparently one of my elderly neighbors is smoking pot on their balcony. Fucking hysterical lolololololol
Nov 13th
My boyfriend has been telling me that I’ve been throwing off a really thick British accent quite often lately (the way he describes it, it’s a bit Geordie). Problem is, I don’t even know that I’m doing it. My family used to mention it to me occasionally when I was back in NY, but I never really thought twice about it. Maybe it’s a second personality? Hmm.
Nov 9th
I REALLY DON’T UNDERSTAND TEENAGERS THESE DAYS. I know some current teenagers from the day they were born, and to watch them start drinking and smoking and doing drugs at a disgustingly young age troubles me. For instance: One of the teenagers I’ve watched grow up is a mess. She’s 15 now, planning her Sweet 16 and writes it’s going to be all about, and I quote,...
Nov 9th
I feel like I’ve been bitching and moaning about a lot of things lately. I don’t care though. It keeps me from taking it out on my boyfriend. But a rant about someone who was close to me, until I decided it was best to stay away from her for a bit (and for good reason): She’s one of those new mothers I was talking about the other day. I still don’t get how you can leave a...
Nov 7th
I honestly need to learn to eat on a better schedule. I was shaking so much just now that I couldn’t stand up to wash the dishes. I have shaken from not eating before, but never like this. I really was expecting myself to fall into a seizure. Not a fan :(
Nov 7th
You know you’re in a serious, loving relationship when you can’t even date someone other than your significant other in your dreams. Though I enjoy that feeling, one eensy weensy dream date with Danny Saucedo wouldn’t kill anyone!
Nov 4th
One thing that REALLY pisses me off is new mothers acting like they don’t have responsibilities. Every girl I know that has just had a baby in the past year has run off to get drunk and go out and party a week or 2 after their kid is born. HOW SELFISH CAN YOU BE? I don’t have a kid, and people might be all “oh, who are you to talk?” but FUCK YOU. I raised my niece for the...
Nov 4th
Today is my future mother in law’s birthday. I still can’t stand her, but I sent her an SMS saying happy birthday. I wrote that I had no voice. I half lied. I have a nasty pain in my throat (probably an infection from a lymph node) and I would just prefer to not talk, especially to her right now.
Nov 2nd
Ever since I saw Melodifestivalen/Eurovision last year, I have become OBSESSED. I am counting down the days anxiously for Melodifestivalen (3 months & 2 days!!!!) and Eurovision (6 months & 20 days!!!!) but I am seriously going crazy waiting. Stian and I wanted to buy tickets to one of the finals of Melodifestivalen, considering the big arena in town was hosting it, but the tickets were...
Nov 2nd
Why do people feel the need to celebrate “month-iversaries?” I feel it’s so childish. Like, acknowledging it is fine. Example: “Oh honey, it’s a year and 5 months since we started dating.” “Wow, that long already?”….etc. But buying gifts and celebrating one day a month, every month….it’s a little much. Besides, money can’t...
Nov 1st
I am so tired of this back pain. It goes away, making me think it’s gone, and then BAM! Surprise, it’s back. I really don’t know how much more of this I can handle. I really don’t.
Nov 1st
ughhh, pain in my throat, go awayyyyy. 
Nov 1st