I cannot handle my emotions anymore. I think I need to get to a doctor.

I spent half my birthday yesterday crying for no reason, including while I was on a job interview. Mid interview, I was talking normal and I just had this urge to cry and I did and I was so embarrassed. The guy said it was fine, and Stian explained to him that it has been happening a lot lately, but I know I was cherry red in the face. The first job I look for here, and I break down in tears for no fucking reason. WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK. This is seriously the luck I have. Ughhhhhhhhh.